Where is my soul????

Feeling kind of down because I got so much expectation that I could meet someone I miss...

I was satisfied when he call me after his busy hours... (Is it really enough??)

Human always greedy huh?

Just a small wish but seem no way to be fulfill...

Never promise coz we scare we cant make it. 

I dont know what is my feeling now, its suffocated me, worried me, a bit upset...

What is this?? I dont ever dare to ask u, 'are u serious with me?' 

coz no matter who will say : "Yes, of course I am", 'What do u think?' 

I am confused with this matter... What i act right now seem very naive like a kid who being emotional when she couldn't get what she want...

Any better way to keep going on? Move away quietly? 

I got a body WITHOUT SOUL. 

I cant be tough, cant be strong~~ 

However, I'm strong enough now to handle my damn dumb feeling now. 

You are everywhere, but right now I wish u were here...

"Where are u?

Everywhere but not in ur heart

I hate u. LOL"