I was dream about miracle, now realize its just a dream

I was pray to god, wish that we really can start from new, erase the past.

Still, the fact is you cant forgot my mistake, I still cant stop what U want to do.

U make this decision to release yourself from this shit.

I never could read your mind but action prove everything.

Your heart is no longer belong to me.

No matter what I do, the worse thing is u only care why I don listen to u...

The 3 scar will paste on my memory forever... To remind me how stupid I am when I face problems.

I don't mind everything U did but what I did is a crime for u.

Even I cross my heart and swear to god... U just make me down that u cant trust me anymore.

I know its hard for U to believe. If I really did anything wrong u can feel it right? 

BUt u insist to put the blame on me...

 This is your decision and I know I cant save it anymore.

U will be happy soon. Those people who really care of you might get u soon... 

Remember what u said to me? 'this is 20th century, sure I can get a new one soon" 

Maybe this is a joke last time, but U will make it and prove it...

p/s: all above just a story... if  the same, just fictitious.