Broken Heart= A new way to know love

I had been heart broken since the love is gone like bubble.
Cant sleep, cant eat, just doing nothing but thinking someone all the time...
Because of these, I fainted twice and need to go for medical check...
My health is getting worse when we both fight and I cant control my tears.
'No peace, No love..." this is what I understand now...
Since we cant understand each other well, U choose to break up.
I cant do anything, I keep thinking every single moment when I think of u
I have think about do silly thing but the end am I deserve it ?
Do u miss me when I miss u like hell?
When I try to concern of u but u reject me... thats really hurt...
Its hurt when u ask me to go for other guys. The love seem no more valuable between U and me.

I'd been failed so many times in love before. U are the one who gave me hope.
But immaturity ruin our relationship. Maybe u think I don know how to love.
Sometime I blame myself, but one hand cant clap.
Love is built on trust, the trust is destroyed when we found out the truth.
Truth is ugly, of course, nobody brave to admit their mistake...

LOVE=INSULT
Because of my impatient I admitted that I did the worst step to ask u stay ...
I am not good in interpret my mind, this is the problem.
My fast word might hurt, but this is me... I need someone to guide me.
My act is rude maybe u think I am brainless but this is me...
The most insulted thing is I know that was something but I just can keep it and depressed.
If I try to find out the most hurt is only myself.

Your love is the warmest thing for me.
When the madness intrude us its hard to heal.
U LOVE ME BUT U DON"T WANNA BE WITH ME
The most scarcest stuff I ever met...
I can't force people to like me.
I respect u and will let u go...
This is hard to decided... I think again and again...
' Who are you to me?' ~ My heart is bleeding...
'People take advantages of me'~~ what about me? What I gave is nothing to u?

If u wait for me I am not going to other~~ Its sweet...
Why I din meet u at the 1st when I come here??~ Its touch ....
What do u want?~~ I just want talk to u
WHATEVER~~ it can mean u don care-
~~ U try to mislead people that doesnt matter for u
~~ U try to make people confuse
~~ U cant make the decision and need people to help
~~ U pretend u don care but in fact u really care

Love is blind... maybe leaving is good to u and me...
Love is not wrong or not, but please don say u still love me bt don wanna be with me.
Be tough!  I wont blame u and I wont take all the responsible, love is not only one side but both.
I should thankful that U gave me sweet memories...
Even when we fight also is precious... because U ask me to leave...( love is not game)
Now I learnt it. Nice personality can built on the way U behave or lie.
Learn from mistake...